Sudden Death
One minute
everything is fine
it's all smiles
secure in the nice warm
shared feeling
of belonging
of loving
the happiness
of wanting to be with her
The next
it's like being hit by a truck
my head aches
and my guts feel cold
I'm shaking in disbelief
that it could happen so fast
Like sudden death
leaving me grieving
twisted up in the wreckage
numbed and quaking
but waking up
to the pain
more ........